Working on Me

Lately, i have been letting the smallest things bother me. I realized why it is. I was losing my focus on what God have for me to do. Its so easy for us to do wrong and it takes all our energy to do good. As i look at my life i can say "it's good" Sometimes we dont see it and it takes for a friend to remind you. Thank God i have good friends. Not associates, friends. There is a difference. Back to what i was saying. I can't worry about the next person anymore. i will spare feelings being hurt, but me bottling mine up is hurting me. I woke up listening to Mary Mary "Cant Give Up Now". Helped me think. Then i read some scriptures for what i am dealing with. Hopefully it will help some and others.

He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increases strength. even the young shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall, but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength. they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. (Isiah 40:29-31)

When your pity party is over and you are ready for His help. Admit that you have fallen so that your healing can begin.

Random

Been a while, yeah i know! Hope everyone is doing fine!!! It's allergy season for some (including me) so I don't be feeling like doing too much of anything. I'm just sitting here blogging about everything and nothing. A lot of things are about to come into play in my life and to be honest I'm so STOKED about it!! Can't wait to tell my sista girls about it! We three have been playing tag for a few days! It's funny how people you have not met in person but is bound by heart and spirit have such a positive impact on your life and sad but good to say, that they are more loyal than those you see on an everyday basis. But don't get me wrong, I still have my P. Butta!!!!! But I wanted to say, thank you to those who have an everyday impact on my world. Karen and Tanya! One day ladies, one day! MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random

I have this friend, who i love very much. She is just as wacky as me, to be honest, I wouldn't mess with

her. She sent me a text cause I have been dealing with something we all have dealt and still may be

dealing with.....backstabbing women. Here is the text! Love you Kare Bear ((((((BIG HUG))))))Fake

friends never ask for food. Real friends are the reason why you have no food. Fake friends call your

parents mr/mrs. Real friends call your parents mom/dad. Fake friends bail you out of jail and tell you

what you did was wrong. Real friends would sit next to you sayin "Damn! We f****d up. But that shit

was fun"! ( I love that one) Fake friends have never seen you cry. Real friends cry with you. Fake

friends will leave you behind if thats what the crowd is doing. Real friends will kick the whole crowd

ass that left you. Fake friends are for a while. Real friends are for life. Fake friends will talk shit to the

person who talks shit about you. Real friends will know them the F*** out. Fake friends will ignore

this. Real friends will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back. There is more, but you

know the deal. Its sad to say, I have more friends in twitter and only a few in this city! Love you my

girlies. You know You and You know This!

Letting Go

This day and age, a lot of people are going through different things in their life in many aspects. Me, myself am one. I had a friend who asked me to say something. I sat down with my bible and asked God to show me which one to say and how to say it. I based it on my life and actions. I know I'm not perfect, not even by a longshot, but i think I'm getting there. I always say " I'm a work in progress" funny huh? Each experience has its own value if you do not close your eyes to where you are , trying foolishly to be where you have already been. Life can feel unstable and vuneralbe, but know that God forever remain the same. Our faith teaches us to trust God. Leave the "hows" in His hands. Repent of manipulating those with whom you associate. Notice "associate" totally different from "friend". Let them go. Let yourself go. Never forget how to let go. It may be a person, thing or moment that you can NEVER repeat. But let go when you are at peace about it, because if you are not a peace, you were not ready to let go. Only you can decide when and how, with God's help, not man. Love ya!

Up and Down Day

Hey all! Hope everyone is enjoying their day! Because here it is dreary but i will make the best of it. today was a rollercoaster day. But considering the good women i have in my life outweighs the women i have to DEAL with in my life, it ended so far well! Thank you to my girls that make my world groovy!! Karen (KareBear) Monica (Grasshopper) Brand (Brandis) Cynthia (Mrs2B) Tanya (Tinkerbell) and Shani (Shani Wanni). Love you all much!!

random photos

just wanted to show u some of my fave pics of me and some of my family! have a happy and safe labor day